So, I took on life today and life kicked my ass. It was like a novel in a 12 hour period. I laughed, I cried, I made someone else laugh, I made someone else cry. I was on time and I was late. I made a stranger smile and I made a stranger tell me to f**k off. There were villains and a hero. I realized my life is empty and full of holes, and then it hit me, I am blessed and loved. What a day to say the least. There is a true story behind each statement above. Want deets? Ask away! Did life kick your ass today? Even though it did mine, I rest my head tonight blessed, simply cause I was in it! Praise God with all my smiles and tears today.
Thank you, for telling me I am not ugly...you helped me not SI today and hold on to these 10 weeks. I am glad we spoke today. Your voice made me cry but it was in relief to be sitting with you even on the phone and feel your comfort float all around us. The littles are smiling at their Safety Queen. And spinning in pixie dust...hee hee   Drew this to represent how I was feeling after our last session with Safety Queen on Friday July th 2012
(In honour of trusting her and taking her hand to help guide me, we are wrapped together by my ribbon (Goy Goy) Question: Color or no color? She said, (when I was struggling and crying) that her office I could call home. This made me cry hard, I felted warm, care for. It was awesome and overwhelming if that makes sense. She is such a gentle soul, a blanket, a teddy bear, a journal, a kind heart, that I am proud to call my therapist, even if I view her more as a spiritual healer. 
Excited and scared as I learn about this little doll...Not quite ready to introduce her as I am not sure yet how comfortable she is within us and if she even knows of us. Some have seen her but no one that I know of knows anything about her but a few small facts, that we won't share yet. ~O
S.Q. You made us giggle so much today. Even though you are leaving for 3 weeks we think you are pretty great. And P.S. I am a goob! lol 
I would tell her, thanks for your encouragement, I went to Pride Toronto yesterday and looked at some tough issues in the face. Not only did I go, I had a good time and felt happy for moments.  Dear S.Q,
Regardless of the hard work in Hospital, we still have a long way to go...we are struggling today and sure could have used our time together today. We want you to know we do appreciate the email though. It just sucks, Hugs from The Original Kido Bunch Now that we are out of H, some of us are wondering if it is going to stay stable...is it ok to finally relax and enjoy feeling ok and better.
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