Home from hospital. Spent 3 days in the ER at the psyc. hospital and after they came to the fact that they dont know what to do to help me, they sent me home o.O WTF!! Really, really?? Okay, guess so… So I guess my part = spending the next few hours doing whatever it takes to stay safe and cope in a positive way.
Which means, no cutting, harming in anyway, negative thoughts, acting out..etc…Hmmm, and why’d I go to hospital in the first place…ohh that’s right I have no control of these right now… *sigh
God,
Please give me hope that I don’t have to feel the need to do this anymore. Help me to see that I am worth more then I have let myself become. Help remind me that my body is my temple in which my spirit/soul lives. Even if it is filled with many souls. Help me to feel pretty, even if it is just for a day. I am beautiful in your eyes but help me to be beautiful in my own.
Amen
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
We are part of the original kido bunch system: (we have DID {dissociative idenity disorder}) I am Addie. I am in the front for the most part for the teens….we are one body, many souls…thats how we see things anywayz!
We are the teens: Let me, Addison aka Addie, introduce you: There’s Paula, Tawny, Karli, Katie and Keileigh. Also we always welcome anyone we are not aware of, as well, to come forward at any moment they need to share.
Then there are the littles, let me intorduce you to them as well:
Tracey 9
Marcus 9 *Male
Camdyn 2
Elizabeth 4
Shayla (pre verbal)
Teagan *Male
Lil' Lily 12
The bigs are:
Valynn 32 (Host)
Valerie Lynn 32 (Birth Person)
Sarah 22
Lily 22
Conrad 45 *Male
A. Cee Cee (A stands for angel)
We are open to questions and will do our best to answer them or direct you to where you can find these answers. Thanks for stopping by and come by anytime!! Thanx from Addie =)
An informational video I made about DID and the effects it has on a person. This is my personal effects as well, as I too am a person living with DID.
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