This song dedication has been such a source of strength over the past couple days. Listening to it over and over and over...
Day 17: What do you want to be when you get older? (~First answer that comes to mind is ALIVE!~)  Does your ass ever get jealous of the shit that comes out of your mouth? KEEP UR HATE TO YO’ SELF!! Don’t wanna hear it….I am who I am and your approval isn’t neccessary. Later hater!!!  Day 16: If the world were to end tomorrow, what would you do with your remaining time on earth?  BE WITH MY FAMILY
Day 15 = A person you fancy at the moment  Mariska Hargitay and nothing hurts....
 I feel like a total piece of shit. Undeserving of love, time, and support. One of us, Sarah to be exact, got us in a whole lot of trouble today. I can't talk about it now, just the feelings around it because of such utter embarassment. Not to mention total discuss. Even if it was Sarah, I take total responsibility for our actions. If I felt lower then dirt this morning, I am feeling unworthy for life in this moment....My biggest fear is losing the respect of somone who believes in me and cares deeply for me. She told me today how proud she was of me and now in what feels like an instant, all hope for me to feel proud is gone. I NEED HELP!!! ~Anyone hearing me....~Valynn
Day 14: Provide pictures of 5 Celebrity Crushes Mariska Hargitay ~ My heart is yours! Brandi Carlile ~Your Music is Orgasmic! Gina Gershon ~ A Sexy Goddess! Reba McEntire ~ A Woman Full Of Class! Meagan Fox ~ Is Just That, A Stonecold Fox! Day 13 = 3 Confessions of your choice. This one seems very hard to do because I am for the most part an open book. Not that I don't have my secrets I do but now the big question is Hmmm, which ones to share?!  #1. I am a grow woman who is an adult thumb sucker. Been sucking my thumb for 33 years.
#2. I started using drugs/alcohol at age 13, my coach/teacher was the one who 1st gave it to me. #3. As a lesbian I can still say there was one and only one man whom I loved and thought I was going to marry, he died. | Beautiful HandfulThis blog is a personal expression of what I have been through, go through and hope for as victim to survivor to thriver.  ArchivesNovember 2012 CategoriesAll |
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