I feel like a total piece of shit. Undeserving of love, time, and support. One of us, Sarah to be exact, got us in a whole lot of trouble today. I can't talk about it now, just the feelings around it because of such utter embarassment. Not to mention total discuss. Even if it was Sarah, I take total responsibility for our actions. If I felt lower then dirt this morning, I am feeling unworthy for life in this moment....My biggest fear is losing the respect of somone who believes in me and cares deeply for me. She told me today how proud she was of me and now in what feels like an instant, all hope for me to feel proud is gone. I NEED HELP!!! ~Anyone hearing me....~Valynn
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